**I use the term training loosely!
I’ve just started getting back into semi-regular training with Matilda in tow.
It’s slow going that’s for sure. But I’m enjoying it much more than I thought I would!
I’ve got my sights set on the Mudgee Half Marathon in August and maybe one other run prior to this if I can get my shit together!
I don’t think Tildy will be joining me on the run – I think 2 hours in the pram would see her screaming like a banshee!
It might make be pick up the pace a little though…!
I remember when we were looking at prams I said to Nate let’s get a running pram even though I know I’ll try once and probably hate it.
I imagined it to be like running with a backpack or something else just as awkward and annoying.
Well, we reached 5.5km last week so it can’t be THAT bad!
It feels good to be slowly getting back into the swing of things. Matilda’s feeding is still pretty awful and her sleeping was shocking but it’s just started to improve, so it’s important that I have a release.
Pre-Tildy I would have scoffed at running anything less than 5km on a BAD day and was regularly disappointed in my pace. These days I’m stoked to get over 4km and pace is more out of curiosity than any sort of gauge…
It’s refreshing to have this perspective on training. I’m much more grateful just being able to get out of the house. It’s no longer feeling like I HAVE to exercise – I WANT to!
I have also realised how important it is for me to get out and about with Matilda. Having started training again, feels like I have a piece of my pre-Tildy self back and it feels nice. Anyone who has kids can tell you that your whole world is turned upside down when you have a baby, and it’s nice to start piecing together a new, modified version of myself!
I’ve also come to realise that by taking better care of me, I can take better care of Matilda.
Since we’ve started running again, I’m finding myself eating a bit better, actually feeling like I have more energy and just a more positive outlook which are all super important.
I know Matilda is too little to remember these days, but I like to think I am setting a good example for her and laying the foundations for her love of sport and exercise.
I think the next addition will be a bike with a seat for Tildy!
xx
Brickie